Everything I know about breaking hearts I learned from you

A- Age of your first real kiss: I think.....17? haha and it was the "dark boy" haha

B- Band you are listening to right now: Watching Selena..she is singing in Spanish
C- Crush: Kevin,the reallllly cute boy from the party last night

D- Dad's name: Salvatore aka Sal haha

E- Easiest person to talk to: I'm not gonna lie, I can talk to anyone really...haha

F- Favorite ice cream: MINT chocolate chip

G- Gummy worms or Gummy bears? aren't they made with some kind of animal parts?!

H- Hometown: Skippack..

I- Instruments: I played the flute..keyword playED

J- Junior high: Perkiomen Valley

K- Kids: I like kids that aren't mine..mostly b/c you can give them back!

L- Longest car ride: Virginia....but it was A LOT of fun! And it went by realy fast.

M- Mom's name: Roxannnne
N- Nicknames: Lyla,D,Daleeeelas,D to the Lyla,LylaLylaLyla,Lambchop..Chop,Chopsky...Chopinsky haha

O- One wish: I wished for 7+ years to meet BSB, so I'm gonna wish for 5 more years for this one....but if I say it..it won't come true.

P- Phobia: Clowns, falling on my face, being shot in the face,spiders

Q- Quote: "what good is tomorrow without a guarantee"-bsb

R- Reasons to smile: my friends? pepperan
S- Song you danced to last: aaah i dance non-stop, i dont remember

T- Time you woke up today: Welll...I went to bed at 6 (damn drunk kid) woke up at 7:42 (i love you jess) went back to sleep around 9:30 and then woke up a lil after 2

U- Unknown fact about me: i honestly don't know

V- Vegetable[s] : brocoli is the best
W- Worst luck with: boys,keeping my hair straight,winning stuff

X- X-rays you've had: foot,mouth

Y - Years since you've been to church: do funerals count? I think I went to church with Andrew like 2 May's ago

Z- Zodiac sign: Aries

"are you seriously STILL talking?!"-Val

haha wow, my HFT girls make me laugh so much!

I'm in the library, I have to meet Annie for lunch soon. I just woke up from a nap...that I took in a cubicle. My nose hurts because it was against a book that I wasn't reading.

There's a cute boy 3 computers away from me.

I HATE RAIN.

1. Do you still talk to the person you lost your virginity to?
That's open to interpretation....we have a hate/dislike relationship.

2. What would you do with 1,000 plastic spoons?
give them to people who need spoons?!

3. What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school?
um i dunno probably oldies cuz that's what my mom listens to.

4. What is the best thing about your current job?
i don't have one...i'd say that's the best thing.

5. Do you wish cell phone etiquette was required in class?
huh?

6. Are you against same sex marriage?
nope. i hope to make becka my "life partner" some day hahah ;-)

7. Have you been on a date in the past week?
I haven't been on a date in over a year!

hmm it's been quite some time since I wrote in this piece here...

What's new and interesting with me? Umm I went to the hospital friday morning at like 6 AM that bit the largest one to say the very least. After hours of being violated, they came to the conclusion that I have a bladder infection...yay.

I love AS 319 a looott.

LizCrowe laughed for about a 1/2 hr over the definition of crank,it is funny tho.

school would be better if we didn't have homework.

I'm really f'in tired.

i guess that's all.

maybe it sucks that i don't believe in love. maybe i'll change my mind who knows?

following directions is not that hard. gr.

I heart bsb.

my head kinda hurts.

that's about it.

100 things about me:

1. First grade teacher's name: Mr. Kellon

2. Last person you kissed: kissed kissed? unfortunately for me:Sean

3. Last phrase you said: "yucky tasha!!" she was eating chapstick from my purse

4. Last song you sang: Lifehouse-take me away (acoustic)

5. Last person you hugged: probably Lex?

6. Last thing you laughed at: probably something on tv..

7. What's in your CD player: in the car, ashlee simpson and bsb

9. What socks are you wearing: none

10. What's under your bed: too much junk
11. Current status: s-i-n-g-l-e

12. Current taste: pizza fries

13. Current hair style: in a pony tail

14. Current clothes: AE Charmer tee
15. Current Job: I was an assistant teacher at a daycare

16. Current longing:school!!

17. Current desktop picture: b-rok from the day I met them in NYC

18. Current worry: how all my shiz is gonna fit in my room at school

19. Current hate: boys

20. Story behind your username: i'm fly, i'm a girl and my name is lyla...actually I think Ali made it up back in the day...

21. Current favorite article of clothing: J. Crew belt...white pants

22. Favorite physical feature(s) of the opposite sex: body, butt, legs...cheek bones

23. Last CD that you bought: bsb-never gone for a bday present

24. Favorite place to be: the mall!? haha so kidding, i have no idea

25. Least favorite place: I really don't know, I would say work, but I kinda miss it now

26. Time you wake up in the morning: like 10:26ish

27. If you could play a new instrument, what would it be?: I dunno...piano I think

29. Current favorite word/saying: tince, true that, drop,f'in...

30. Favorite book: I dunno

31. Favorite Movies: Napoleon Dynamite, A lot like Love,How to Deal....

32. Favorite Songs: bsb-crawling back to you, i still...,anything by them really.

34. One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: too many I think

35. Favorite day: at school:wednesday! and the weekends
36. Where do you want to go: disney world haha

37. What is your career going to be: I'm not quite sure?
39. What kind of car will you have: B-M-W!!!!!!!!!!!

40. A random lyric: "never gone, never far"

41. Eye Color: Brown....yuuuck.

42. Hair Color: Brown, darkkkk

43. Righty or Lefty: righty

45. Zodiac Sign: Aries

46.Innie or Outtie: Innie

DESCRIBE...

47. Your heritage:  50% Italian..and some other stuff...

48. The shoes you wore today: white flip-flops from AE

49. Your hair: a little past my shoulders and layered...dark

50. Your weakness: andrew (i knowwwwww), bsb,brown eyes...

51. Your fears: not being successful, dying alone...

52. Your most recent secret?: i'm not gonna say it IS a secret!

54. Your thoughts first waking up: how many days left?! I miss Shirkens

55. The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: butt, eyes

56. Your bedtime: whenever i fall asleep

57. Your most missed companion: becka, shirk, ali, annie (anyone I havent seen in awhile......)

58. Your perfect pizza: i like pizza fries

59. Sweet and Chewy or Salty and Crunchy: sweet, i dunno about that chewy stuff..

60. Single or group dates: no dates, dates are for pussies...yes I said it.
61. Dogs or Cats: i love all animals

62. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Neither, I friggin hate iced tea

63. Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate!

64. Cappuccino or coffee?: cappuccino mixed with hot chocolate...


DO YOU...

65. Smoke: Nopers

66. Curse: when I'm p i s e d haha

67. Sing: I shouldn't but yesss

68. Take a shower everyday: uum, uuuh haha I try

69. Have a crush: Kevin thats about it. BOYS SUCK.

71. Think you've been in love: no.

72. Want to go to college: i do, but i wanna be there RIGHT Now

73. Want more than what you got: this is hard, i would say no, i get everything I want when I want it (drop), but I would like a car.

74. Want to get married: no, commitment is fake.
75. Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: No, but I do type fast (and I don't look..haha annie i love you)

76. Think you're attractive: negative

77. Think you're a health freak: hahah noo, but i did spend 11$ on vitamins today!
78. Get along with your parents: I do, i love mi madre and padre

79. Play an instrument: once upon a time I played flute
IN THE PAST 3 months:

80. drink: yess i have
81. Smoke: Nope

82. Done a drug: Nope

83. Made Out: yes...yuck.
84. Go on a date: no my last bf sucked

85. Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no i havent

86. Eaten sushi: not since school ended :-(
87. Been dumped: well technically no, the guy had no balls..so would that mean we are still together!? haah

88. Made homemade cookies: nope

89. Been in love: NO

90. Gone skinny dipping: negative
91. Dyed your hair: nah
92. Stolen anything: nope

HAVE YOU EVER..

93. Had too much to drink: i have

94. Been caught cheating: Never did

95. Been called a tease: not to my knowledge
96. Gotten beaten up: no way jose

97. Changed who you were to fit in: i don't think so
98. Cried at something beautiful: if meeting BSB is beautiful then yes

99. Spent too much money on something you didnt need?: YOU BETCHA!
100. Cried when someone died: i have..

procrastination over..

I saw my other half yesterday and it was wonderful. We do bring out the best in each other, which isn't hard b/c we are already perfect! Anyway, it was a very good day with the best lady in the world.

Sooooo in 3 days I'll be in my apartment!! I cannot wait!

My dog really is a cutie...

I saw my fave little boy at work today, I miss some of those kids a lot.

I felt like I had a lot to say...

can't wait to "r-o-c-k in the a-p-t"

tomorrow is the 26th.

I still wait for the phone to ring in the middle of the night. . .thinking you might call me if your dreams don't turn out right and it still amazes me that I lie here in the dark, wishing you were next to me, your head against my heart.

I don't know what it is about you, I just remember how it was. I don't know why red fades before blue, it just does. And I don't know what keeps me holding on to you...I just keep thinking someday you will make it all up to me, and maybe...someday you will...

sometimes i feel like i'm still standing in my garage watching you walk away.

sometimes i wonder why i have such good friends, and they put up with me.

i tripped over a chair, im so embarrassed.

i cried.

i'm such an idiot sometimes.

14 months.

BSB TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i knew it was me.

maybe, i wish i didnt feel this way, i dunno tho.

i hate hate and despise The Strokes, but I still cannot make myself delete them from my computer.

today a five year old girl was CRUSHED when a boy told her he didnt wanna marry her. he is 6 and already hurting girls-boys make me sick.

i felt for her, i really did.

back to IU not soon enough!

i was pissed before but now it's even worse.

i will never ever give in again, i was right before there is no reason to be with someone, commitment doesnt exist.

i let myself like you and i didnt want to but i did for some odd reason...

but i was RIGHT.

never ever ever ever again.

relationships are for losers.

never trust anyone.

AND

i do not believe in love or feelings

you may say im bitter, but the SAME thing happens EVERY FREAKING TIME.

i give up.

i bet even joanie and chachi and lady and the tramp and beauty and the beast weren't really in love after all.

i am way too involved in other people's lives and business, especially people they have nothing to do with me.

oh well, guess that means I need my own life.

today is saturday.

haha i know exactly what i was doing last year on this day..weird.

My obligation free life ends on Tuesday, I have mixed feelings about this...

BUT on the plus side, I will have money, I will spend that money on anything I want.

I have something in mind that I wanna buy for myself on August 1st...if I earn it....

I think it's kinda like when I was a little girl and I refused to leave my mom in the morning to get on the bus, because I missed her too much. The guidance counselor suggested to my mother that she buy me one new toy for every day of the week that I got on the bus. Because I love new stuff, this was a fabulous idea!

I decided I would re-use the counselors advice and apply it to my  life right now. If I accomplish my goal I will buy myself something really nice!

Maybe you think this is wrong for whatever reason, but for me...stuff makes me happy. Stuff can't make me cry or not call me or hurt my feelings. New stuff puts happiness into my heart...so in 1 month if I can do what I've been trying to do...I will have what I want! And will probably be really happy.

hahah I make myself laugh.

I am really not in the mood to fold clothes.